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Yesterday and Today

Yesterday I was searching a piece of paper in a box, which was full of paper, letters, notes, short writing (speaking of finding a niddle in a hay stack).  I searched thoroughly once and twice, and the piece of paper that I was looking for was still nowhere to be found.  Then I had to group the box of paper in hoping to find it.  As I was grouping, I began to scan throught some of personal letters from people and friends in the past — their feelings, their thoughts on life, and events in their lives — so many memories that seemed to be hidden and nearly forgotten, yet recorded on papers.  Many of them are have been dear to me, and I still miss them.  In addition, there were a number of short writings, journals, poems, and even prays that I wrote/rocorded in the period of many years.  It was like looking at my life under microscope to carefully examinate the "I", KKai, at the given moments and time.  In fact, I was both impressed and unsatisfied concerning myself.

Today I think it will be appropriate to write to some of the people whom I still care deeply and have not contacted for many years asking them if they are well (and alive) and tell them that here is my new address by which they can once again get hold of me.  Moreover, when I think about my past writings, I am surprised by the "I" in the past and know that at each given moment I am always unable to imagine the "I" whom I may become in the future.  That is how limited and narrow minded I am.  However, the current "I" is always building upon the past KKai(s), no matter how immature he or they (if you talk about all KKai’s in different time and space) might be.

The KKai yesterday and today.
PS: I think soon I will start one Chinese blog to share some of my ideas, poems in the past and of course the future.


12 responses to “Yesterday and Today

  1. pay June 19, 2006 at 08:59


  2. 紫色小茉莉 June 17, 2006 at 19:53


  3. 紫色小茉莉 June 16, 2006 at 00:53


  4. 紫色小茉莉 June 14, 2006 at 21:10


  5. E June 13, 2006 at 03:49

    Hi KKai, Sorry, I haven’t been around here that much.Hope you are doing well and that your house project is getting completed soon.Take care,♥  Kitty

  6. 紫色小茉莉 June 9, 2006 at 05:42


  7. 紫色小茉莉 June 7, 2006 at 22:40

    門徒說,主阿,在那有這事呢.耶穌說,屍首在那裏,鷹也必聚在那裏 .
    在基督和   神的國裏,都是無分的.有貪心的,就與拜偶像的一樣.

  8. Chelin June 6, 2006 at 12:11


  9. KKai June 6, 2006 at 07:52

    Recently I am still a little busy on house remodelling.
    I think maybe that Chinese blog may be born on a special day, which is in the near future. :D

  10. Joyce June 5, 2006 at 23:55


  11. 紫色小茉莉 June 4, 2006 at 06:51

    好奇妙喔!  天父!我剛才其實是很傷心的要寫"現在我也不想作這夢了"

  12. 紫色小茉莉 June 4, 2006 at 06:45

    kkai :謝謝你所給予的屬靈鼓勵.有一段不算短的時間裏,有許多被壓抑和被傷害.

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